His beloved.

I want to feel as I once did; to be God's beloved without anything to prove. Each day I find myself waking up trying to be someone that will be good enough, someone that deserves love from a God so wonderful that not 1 sin could turn him away from his love for us. But I will always fall short. To be God's beloved I need to neither try hard or feel absentee from his love when I fail. I just need to believe that I am. I want to hear, "My good and servant, with you I am well pleased." when I rise up to the heavens to be with my dad. I want to to feel a love that abounds beyond all...something I lack with my insecurities. I want to feel like his beloved.