Hope.

Remember that feeling of completely hopelessness?...like it's impossible to be close to God.
When your world is crashing around you and the only thing you need is a hug and God and both are out of your reach.
You ask for comfort in God because it's the only thing that you imagine could possibly help at a time like this..
and you wait
patiently
for it to come...
but all you feel is a restlessness inside you...
when you wake up in the morning expecting to feel some kind of hope...
but you only see the sun of a not so bright morning.
That's where I'm at.