I won't care anymore.

I say goodmorning.
You say goodnight.
Bring the tea with that smile,
This is me praying for your every breath.
I need some clarity to see the next morning.
I've been gone too short of a time to understand,
The meaning of missing this.
I honastly believed in you.
but there isn't any reason for disbelief anymore.
One word from your mouth steals my heart,
One smile from your lips and I cannot stiffle my laughter.
How fake were you,
and even now I still belong to your eyes.
Even now I would still melt into your arms.
But I've decided that I'm too strong for you.
It's not possible for me not to care,
But I won't hate you.
I've heard your sincere apologies,
And I've heard your voice when you say you miss me.
But, I won't care anymore.
I won't tell you that I love...
your hair,
your smile,
your eyes,
your tears,
your cross,
your clothes,
your smell,
your what?
I won't care anymore.
I won't care
.
.
.
.
Anymore.