Monday, November 3, 2008

We are Broken

The brokenness of my heart.
Broken before you.
I hoped that we would never part.
That you would never think too,
too much about what you were about to loose.
But all you had to do was pick up the clues.
I brought you up,
Even when you were all dirty from the muck.
I tried to keep you from crying your eyes out,
And held you when your face went into a pout.
And I can't help but take this apon me,
This is the only cause that I can see.
You've left,
My heart barred out of my chest,
And I'm expected to not be messed.
I will always love you,
I will never fall away.
I will be here too.
But I can't possibly be here to stay,
If you are not.
I know you don't want to be caught,
In all of this wordly pain.
But sometimes its part of what keeps us sain,
What helps us not to complain...
It makes us become less vain.
Don't run from this,
You are better than these tears.
Don't just let him kiss,
All of the progress you've made through the years.
I feel like you think I don't care,
Can't you see that all I do is stare,
Stare after you in silence,
Hoping that you'll come back without violence.
I love you,
I don't want to see you go...
But he loves you too,
I know that he will not throw,
away his love for your spirit,
And you don't have to fear it...
Any longer.
He will wait for until your ready,
He will help you to become stronger,
And hold you till your steady.
But dont' run away,
Please oh please just stay.
Not for me...
But for who you were made to be.
You were helped when you were young,
And now to repay the debt once sung,
You must bless others with your beautiful voice,
And make that everylasting choice...
Because he loves you,
And he is broken everytime you leave.
Its not just him, me too...
Could you possibly percieve.

We are broken.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Tessa sometimes people just have to leave. Sometimes they have to be set free to find there wings, learn to fly. Once they have learned, they will fly back home. But one confined, will find the first chance to run... run away, far away to never return.

Rachel Joy said...

you really need to publish a book or something,
all of these posts are wonderful