Wordless

Tired of being wordless,
Sweat, streaming down...
I cannot breathe yet I need to take a breathe...
I cannot see yet i need to keep on being me...
Seeing you,
breathing,
being me,
a breathe.

I dont have to fight this battle for long,
There's not much left I could get wrong...
I can't seem to stay alive,
no matter how hard I strive.
God is the only way, the truth the light...
God is my exterior sourse of bright.

My body is exhausted,
my mind has been completely blasted out of this world.
I feel cold,
yet the heat of this emotion is drowning out everything...
I am not alone,
This is the way its gotta be.
Love yourself or you'll never love me.

I'll do whatever it takes,
Cause I know your heart breaks
everytime you think of me.
Muffled sighs
and strange goodbye's.
No more hugs,
This love....hidden under rugs.
Must be kept a secret,
I cannot reveil it.

The broken parts of you are what I want to see,
They are what make you, you and me, me.
I know I've let you down,
I've acted like a clown.
Forgive me..
can't you see?
I can't live without you.

My feet ache from this long journey,
My throut parched...is dry.
I don't think you want to see me cry,
but I can't seem to stop the sighs.
You don't deserve this pain,
You don't deserve the strain.
Change is a part of life,
It makes challanges triffle,
Makes dull all of the knives.

My feelings are so plain
and with you have nothing, lost or gained.
All that matters is what the future holds,
Not which winter will next be cold.
I pray for you every day,
I can't seem to make you stay...
God is the one who moves your path,
I will never be in the math-of your life...
until I realize Gods plan,
Will make humanity man.