Give it up Tess, would you?

Give me the opportunity to do something nice for someone Lord,
give me to chance...because

I want to be able to see when peoples feet need washing,
I need to be able to see when people need tea.

Let's throw me out and get a new one because I'm just not matchin up to my thought of me...

A friend loves at all times, But who a better friend than you?
A child so carefree in your arms, Who a better father than you?

And I have so many plans of my own, so many questions that I have for you Lord...
Like what in heavens name is with this bible study idea?
Why tea with people that need to know you, not me?
Why face my fears when they are so much more easily vanquished into storybooks and fairytales.

"I want to be love, and have love, and not just that sort of romantic love either."-Hathaway

And lately I've been questioning why?

Why is he home so unfrequently?... And why do I want to badly to just speak with him? And could I just have some dang time to figure it out?....

And sadly enough I've been making a list of to do's...

To do...
1. Go to van. Why? -rule out as dumb idea....unless.
1. a) revised...Go to van and have tea with two lovely ladies.
2. Have a bible study. Why?
SO MANY GOOD REASONS--who is there out there who needs not to learn? And furthermore, acting on the faith that I know is missing, will create it. God be my guide. And I don't need to speak the right words, I don't need to be intense or unique. I don't even need to say a word. Because his word is sufficient.
3. Go to tea with people that are important to him...because, well because he's important to me and because God is love...and love is relationships.
....side note....
Is it not weird that it's always about goin out to tea?

It's like...there's so much more.

4. Talk to dad.
5. Call Ontario...call all.
6. Cut hair.
7. Read books.
8. YOU KNOW??????????

"He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him." --John 1:10

I don't want my love to be recognized by the world...but by the word, by God.

I just don't want to be dumb anymore.

9. Love...and Pray.