January-An actual new year

So...
It is a new year. Completely and totaly new and a-fresh.
Its probably around 1am on a Sunday morning (Jan.5)and I am truly exhausted. My eyes feel like they have soars all around them and my navel (which is newly pierced) is completely swollen and bloody.(Gross, I know) I'm not really sure what the problem is. I guess I'm anxious about the move and school and other stuff...
It's getting a little rediculous.
I went to bed and then after trying for a couple of minutes to sleep I realized I hadn't done my stretches (which normally induce sleep faster. I got up to do my stretches and after stretching for a couple of minutes I went back to bed and lay down. After a couple of restless tossing and turning and praying fragements of time I got up and marched myself down here to the computer. Its completely useless attempting to sleep when exhaustion has taken over the part of the brain that enduces sleep...
Still... I'm so so tired. Being up could be profitable I suppose...although I'm not sure to what degree. I have mounds of homework but I'm too lazy/not able to comprehend to start to work on it...exams are coming up...and packing is because a big thing in my house with the move and such nonsense.

Oh dear.
I really need to trust God. I need to realize that he's in control...Life isn't about knowing your path...or knowing exactly what God has ordained for you...Sure some people do know that but I guess life is more about knowing what God doesn't have in store for you and knowing what he doesn't want you to do. I'm working my way from there...I'm not sure what else to do.